Regarding not drinking

It is so tough for me. I was writing in my March journal yesterday, and I was looking at the calendar trying to figure out how far into my commitment I was, and I couldn't believe it's only been two of seven weeks. It feels a lot longer than that to me. Then today I didn't think and I put an Irish-cream flavored coffeemate in my coffee and when I tasted it I was like, "I want some whisky now!"